Love or affection

Eagerly waiting for those days of monsoon remembering last time she saw the rain and the smell of dust when it mix with water, it makes problem on standby for a while in head.
   She was not waiting for the smell of dust but the reason was another, mesmerising that special moments in rain
   ‎ Back to past ( she is a normal girl who loved to live life normal, her love for the rain was same as some of us had, she loved to moment when the first drops on the face, that splash made her happy than nothing )
   ‎She was heading towards home under her umbrella on a silent lane nothing broke the mating of rail and umbrella with a slow wind. She had been in rain in a long time but this felt her different the next wind when touches her face she felt like something is holding her back to stay with it, it was not any person it was the natures love that the felt but untold love she felt incomplete and that wind stoped with the rain.
   ‎She still waits for that same feeling she had last monsoon but nothing like that felt ever....
Was that her dream or reality .... Still untold.... But she still have hope...............