Love with pain

( I remembered very well i used to drip water everday but never thought the flower can turn into a lady ) in mind
  About me - i m basically a man made of wax nobody knows the how did i born, i just remember a mere memory i was standing still after burning last time and till date i was never burned.
  ‎  i never thought i would fall in love so deep with a lady (emitting like a sun ) she was at initially at the baby stage of sun. We were so close of each other that we didnt knew that we were hurting each other.
  ‎she was burning me when she was close but i didnt wanna hurt her by making her apart from me.
  ‎we both were aware of the fact that if we stayed together we would both hurting each other and not get anything but just pain.
  ‎ soon she was at her peak pace of emmiting heat
  ‎ (as we all know at the last stage sun turns blue and intially after some while it blast )
  ‎ we both knew she was about to die but none of us said it.
  ‎but she gave an excuse to stay away from her.
  ‎I wanted to stay as close at her, at her last stage but she refuse to stay close, she didnt told it directly but she gave an excuse.
  ‎Two heart together but still apart.......